I allow my emotions to control me, knowing I live in my head. Since I was a little girl I have always had an over active imagination. I can be my worst enemy I’m learning now I can also be my best ally. It’s all about perception and how I choose to see things. Our relationships with others is a direct reflection of our relationship with ourselves; whether it be romantic, friendships, family, acquaintances. It all comes down to how we see and feel about ourselves. Hence what you think of me is a reflection of you. I can’t believe these things wholeheartedly yet contradict them with my thoughts. These are my beliefs. I love so deeply and fall into putting others before myself, more and more I’m realizing you can’t pour from an empty glass. I have easily given up my power, allowing others to control my emotions. At this very moment I sit here in limbo, for what exactly? I know my intentions and if they truly knew me they wouldn’t question me, nor do I have space in my heart, mind, or my life for people who do. It really is that simple, your opinion of me truly isn’t any of my business. I can control only one person ME.
A (me) + B (you) = C (our relationship) If A changes C has to change regardless of whether or not B does. I’ll be keeping the focus on myself. I will embrace those who choose to join me and hold the door open for those who don’t. Because I know the Universe will bring me who I need and thats so much better than who I want.